There's nights i don't remember Passed out on someone else's couch And pictures on the internet Wish i could pay to get them taken down I crack a beer with someone Who's old enough to be my dad Cause he holds all the power To give me all the shit i'll never have I threw up my dinner Fuck, no, did i even eat dinner? The industry's a chokehold Dyson vacuum sucking up my soul Can't see straight or think right I look down in my bathroom sink Further in my mind Will i do this til the day i die? (die, die) All to be a diamond in the sky? (sky, sky) Will i do this til the day i Spill my guts away to strangers And drain my empty bank account I'm tired and my brain hurts But everybody else is going out Shoot back more liquor Make the world feel a little less bigger Like living in a fishbowl Dyson vacuum sucking up my soul Can't see straight or think right I look down in my bathroom sink Further in my mind Will i do this til the day i die? (die, die) All to be a diamond in the sky? (sky, sky) Will i do this til the day i I feel like i'm dying But at least i'm trying At least i'm trying I feel like i'm dying But at least i'm trying At least i'm trying