Breaking down I'm shutting off by myself
On my worst behavior wishing it's bound to stop
I'm so over it, but I'm back to the start
Now I'm left with the pound of my heart
Tryna breathe to the beat of my heart
I can't focus on one thing at a time
I'm distracted by the feeling of not being fine
The waves of common uncertainty
It's too late to try and break out the box
I'm too late to try and tell it to stop
I want me to feel
I want me to feel good
If I step to the right, I might lose my whole life
I'm up way too high, a tightrope of feelings
Just got to breathe like I'm part of the sea
'Cause I am not okay
Yeah I am not okay, yeay
Hold on, don't wait, fighting the fear to figure it out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down yeah
This feels like a takeover
Brainwaves out of control
Don't panic on the threshold
Hold it all down
Hold on, I'll wait, fighting the chance to figure it out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
Am I standing or falling down?
I'm too scared to see what comes after this
Feeling small but I'm still darker than this whole abyss
It's weird how you can't shake it off
A lesson learned can't chase it all
Yeah I'm too late to try and break out the box
I want me to feel
I want me to feel good
If I step to the right, I could lose my whole life
I'm up way too high, a tightrope of feelings
Just got to breathe like I'm part of the sea
'Cause I am not okay
Yeah I am not okay
Hold on, don't wait, fighting the fear to figure it out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down
This feels like a takeover
Brainwaves out of control
Don't panic on the threshold
Hold it all down
Hold on, I'll wait, fighting the chance to figure it out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
Am I standing or falling down?
Am I standing or falling down?