Delirium Raindrops disturbing the slow silence of night Drunk again, I can hardly walk back home I feel a near presence I turn aside, a silhouette stands A child with the devil's smile Before me, plays his music box An uneasy feeling catches me, I panic I lose control, my skin shivers, I flee I wake up out of myself My senses are cheating me I'm cold and shaking I've dreamed a horrid nightmare Where the shades played an irritating melody Thousand of hands hold me nailed to my bed A dazing swirl of voices tell me to remain Hidden in the arms of the silent night Showing an inwilling face, I force my way out Taken by quavers, on the edges of madness Sharpening my nerves I curse God's name, 'cause my life's fake Release me from that burning grip That holds my sanity confined Far off my glance & mind If i commit suicide Will I be released? Intersecting disharmonic notes Drowning my soul by force Towards my prisons, my suicide