I'm not conscious of what is right & what is wrong I can't worship or condemn anything Because there is nothing in this world that deserves to be known I feel an acrid taste for life, a diabolical & bestial bitterness Even death seems to me insipid I can't define this dificult bitterness I belive in nothing now & I haven't the minimum hope All that seduces you seems to me a empty, senseless I do not posses the feeling of the past nor the future Present seems to me a venom My desperation leads me forcefully towards A lack of all hope As now I have nothing to lose How far I am from all!!!