Got my feet on the street and my head in the clouds It ain't easy to sleep when you're spinning around Got an ocean of grief just pouring down on me It comes without warning, hope that I can keep it Down on my luck, and there's no one around (oh, oh) Yeah, it's stupid as fuck, and I know how it sounds (oh, oh) Must've been a relief getting rid of me (oh, oh) Must feel so much lighter now that you've been unbound Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh Now I know What emptiness is, so I'll go it alone Too fucking tired to bother to dial the phone I'm still mourning the life that I left behind You wanna settle the score? Well, I'm trying Who's selling self-control? 'Cause I'm buying Now I know Now I know it all Now I know It ain't easy to live when you're dying Now I know How loneliness feels, so I'm ready to go Just fucking trying to live, and I'm taking it slow It ain't heavy It ain't heaven Whoa, oh Whoa, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh-oh You wanna settle the score? Well, I'm trying Who's selling self-control? 'Cause I'm buying Now I know Now I know it all Now I know It ain't easy to live when you're dying Whoa, oh Whoa, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh-oh You wanna settle the score? Well, I'm trying Who's selling self-control? 'Cause I'm buying Now I know Now I know it all Now I know It ain't easy to live when you're dying