I was on the outside I was looking in like a deer in the headlights Stuck in slow motion like I was on the turnpike No ability to steer Can't shake the feeling I'm starting to disappear I'm weighed down in this city It's hard to live here, and I've been feeling restless There's this battle raging in me Don't want to love you anymore But I can't help it I was on the outside Like we were at the cinema Your face was hidden Behind the camera I think I love you More than I'd admit And I was not prepared to be seeing you like this And I'm weighed down in this city It's hard to live here And I've been feeling restless There's this battle raging in me Don't want to love you anymore But I can't help it And between you and me This city is slowly poisoning me And I'm gonna rip deeper into its scales, it Rots beneath my fingernails, and When I try to claw out of the pit All I do is get sucked back in Don't want to love you anymore But I just can't help it And I'm weighed down in this city And I've been feeling restless This battle is raging in me Don't want to love you anymore But I can't help it I'm weighed down in this city Don't want to love you anymore