A little happy and a little depressed Uh, my mascara runnin' in my Sunday best Oh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best? I'm in dark room in an apartment But I'm a safe space for all of my friends I'm a starry life of the party until the moment the party ends Like a freight train that's runnin' You don't see it coming, but I feel it a mile away A little happy and a little depressed Uh, my mascara runnin' in my Sunday best Oh, I'm a little manic and a little obsessed Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best? There's a calm that comes with the quiet 'Til my mind gets a little too loud I'm a sorry excuse for a Barbie When I'm cryin' in the dream house Like a freight train that's runnin' You don't see it come, but I feel it a mile away A little happy and a little depressed Uh, my mascara runnin' in my Sunday best Oh, I'm a little manic and a little obsessed Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best? Every emotion is a Russian roulette No, never really sure what you're gonna get Ooh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best? (Whoa) Trying her best, trying her best (ah, ah) Trying her best, trying her best (oh-oh, oh-oh) Trying her best, trying her best Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best? Every emotion is a Russian roulette No, never really sure what you're gonna get Oh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? (Uh-uh) Every emotion is a Russian roulette No, never really sure what you're gonna get Oh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best? Can you blame a girl for trying, if she's trying her best?