I'm living wide awake in this nightmare Shut my eyes, she's not there Hold my head underwater just to watch me drown In my dreams, I'm screaming Since you're gone this life lacks meaning The heavy burden of this weight will bury me when I'm awake So when I close my eyes It helps me drift away Inside of my own mind As the light fades to grey I'm calling Come get me Don't leave me, don't let me go The darkness filled inside Will I find the day? I reminisce those times But you're so far away Another day in this perfect fantasy Another chemical rotting my bloodstream Do you know how it feels to come undone? I drag myself out of the dirt I'll raise the flames, I'll scorch the earth I know I've got to get away, got to face my fears, got to break this cycle I'm calling Come get me Don't leave me, don't let me go The darkness filled inside Will I find the day? I reminisce those times But you're so far away You've been gone for so damn long, I can't remember when we were young Everything I learned from you is dead and gone I'm calling Come get me Don't leave me, don't let me go Already gone for far too long Do you remember when we were young? Everything I ever taught you is now dead and gone The darkness fills my mind Will I find a way inside of my own mind When you're so far away? The pain and silence, the fear of letting go I'm wondering if I'll ever know