I've been watching way too much TV The weight of everything is drowning me And I miss my sister in their empty room We had thanksgiving but it was over Zoom I have everything I ever wanted But I lost everyone who ever cared And I wish I'd slowed down, took some time for me Now I'm 22 going on 40 I'm not alone, but damn I feel so lonely Spending all my time thinking if only And I know we'll make it out of this alive The bar is low, I just want to survive Showing you what you want to see of me Satisfaction guarantee, guaranteed In other words I am fine, but I'm lying to Nothing is fine and that's fine, we're all trying I have everything I ever wanted But I lost everyone who ever cared I have everything I ever wanted But I lost everyone who ever cared