Jennifer walks out in the sunshine
And she's not aware she's hurting anyone at all
And she just performs for us and for hours
Yeah I could stand up and leave,
Instead I choose to be taunted some more...
Yeah I had a dream that things were going to get better
Yeah but in my life, I found they only got worse
And in my days, I've seen a little bit of trouble
At least foundation works even over stubble
And all the clouds came gathering 'round me
I lost myself and I lost all my self-esteem
And all my friends they could hardly recognize me
Just mood swings and a messed up personality
We lived in a world only the two of us were in
And I wished that we could stay there, not let the real world begin
Cause we became inseparable, yeah we were like blood
You were like the sister I never had, the one I wanna...
And all the clouds came gathering round me
I lost myself and I lost all my self-esteem
I wished you'd told me 'bout your troubles with BPD
Your mood swings your penchant for methamphetamine
And after a while, all that mattered was us
And I thought we could make it with just a little luck
And when you said we were done, I knew you meant no offence
So I lost myself in heroin
And lost all my good good good self-confidence
I think I'm coming down, down, down, down
Should've known this would all end in a nervous breakdown
And the hardest thing is to treat yourself kind
The body can be such a scary place a lot of the time...