I've been feeling anxious when I close my eyes And I hate that it gets worse at night I can't remember last time I got some rest I've been losing my temper I'm trying my best But now the seconds turn into minutes And every minute feels like hours Overthinking every moment of my past Of my past Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't let go of this feeling Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't find another meaning Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't let go of this feeling Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't find another meaning Scrolling pages all day just to refresh A waterfall of lukewarm If everything keeps moving fast And changing won't be able To stay afloat anymore Easy to say things, it's only breath in the end But following up, always proved a burden The gravity's holdin', the spirit's back to the floor It's only matter of time now Toll will take a weight tied to my ankles They said it'd make you stronger I only wanna say I gave it my all Couldn't care about what happens after Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't let go of this feeling Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't find another meaning Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't let go of this feeling Has it always been this way for me? 'Cause I can't find another meaning