I try, I try to keep on pushing even though it's hard
I'm lost inside the dark yeah
My mind Is searching for a reason I don't feel okay
I wish I could erase
Everything I feel
I think I'm succumbing to the idea maybe this real
I don't know how to deal with this somedays it feels surreal
Like I'm just living in a world that's struggling to heal
Find me up In the hills
I might cry
But sometimes it feels like i just can't
I just cant
So why
Am I telling you the thoughts I have inside my head
Listen to the words I said
This is just the way it goes yeah
Life is always hard but that's just how we grow
You'll need fuck up more than once to finally learn the ropes
Don't hold onto past experience just let it go
You'll find your way I know
I know yeah
I'm 21 don't think I've felt real love before at all
I'm terrified that I'm just not enough
Check my phone like every minute bet she didn't call
Yeah, I was right she didn't call
I might cry
But sometimes it feels like i just can't
I just can't
So why
Am I telling you the thoughts I have inside my head
Listen to the words I said
This is just the way it goes, yeah
Life is always hard but that's just how we grow
You'll need fuck up more than once to finally learn the ropes
Don't hold onto past experience just let it go
You'll find your way I know
This is just the way it goes, yeah
Life is always hard but that's just how we grow
You'll need fuck up more than once to finally learn the ropes
Don't hold onto past experience just let it go
You'll find your way I know
I know yeah
I know yeah
I know yeah
I know yeah