How did
I get to where I've ended up
I blame
Myself as if I'm uninformed
Was I inattentive
Not sure if it's my fault
But either way
My environment is wrong
My positioning is wrong
Hold it
Like a vessel filled with water
An amphibian is caught in
I have made a mistake
If I'm static
I perceive another climate
Not aware that I am boiling
Prone to do it again
Wake me up
I don't hold it lightly
I haven't done
I promise I'm still trying
I'm surrounded by
Warming water my
Skin can't feel the harm
Before I boil in the water
I exist
Not aware I self destruct
In toxic
Places I would rather not
Be found to inhabit
But somehow here we are
But now I can
Leave now I am awake
Leave now I am awake
Wake me up
I don't hold it lightly
I haven't done
I promise I'm still trying
I'm surrounded by
Warming water my
Skin can't feel the harm
Before I boil in the water
Wake me up
I don't hold it lightly
I haven't done
I promise I'm still trying
If I'm static
Will I ever learn the climate
See the danger on horizon
Before I do it again
Before I boil in the water
When I'm overthinking I am wasting time
Exit is attainable it's all in mind
When I'm overthinking I am wasting time
Exit is attainable it's all in mind
If I'm static
Will I ever learn the climate
See the danger on horizon
Before I do it again
Maybe
My positioning was faulty
I made a mistake and then another
What I was becoming
More oblivious
So wake me up
Before I do it again
Before I do it again
Will I learn to feel the harm
Before I do it again
Will I learn to feel the harm
Before I do it again