There's always been a need To get rid of this grief It's what I call XIAT Been in highs been in lows Feel like the's nowhere to go Is there something wrong with me? Trying to do Normal things I used to pursue So fired up But now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell Without a crack I'm still stuck in this hell. Woah oh I've been falling lately Thinking Maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round If there's an out, I need a way Maybe an escape I wanna be at top, grade A I've been up, pushed down Facing the ground I've been trying to find my way Trying to do Normal things I used to pursue So fired up But now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell Without a crack I'm still stuck in this hell Woah oh I've been falling lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go Woah oh I've been falling lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go XIAT This is what describes me XIAT This is what describes me XIAT XIAT XIAT XIAT XIAT XIAT Woah oh I've been falling lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been falling lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go-round