If he's still pouring my drinks, I'll keep pouring my heart Overflowing like I shook it first I bet you wish you didn't let me start But there's something about this thirst That in me, brings out the worst No one taught me how to be so numb But we can all use a lesson in being dumb It comes more naturally to some, Lucky for me Self indulgence is a sport where I'm from I'll give you a thousand words So I can keep your photograph I should pass out and spare you my story But the clock never tells me when So let the night sleep without me again I got your picture with me but leave it in my pack If you saw the state of it you'd probably take it back I meant no disrespect but fittingly represents How torn and bent I feel inside, like part of me has died So I got addicted to this life of chaos Moving place to place, no night and no day I couldn't stand to stay still for long Just a child myself with a child of my own on the way Keep the cabin light on so I don't Fall asleep at the wheel again We can't afford to miss another show So don't let me take my eyes off the road