I'm done with the drinking Falling flat on my face, wasted But when you're on my good grace I just can't find my friends like I'm lost at the party I'm done with the boys who Keep causing me pain, poison When I carry the blame It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody Now it's all in the past No, I'm not going back Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah I'm done being selfish My hollow words, lying So that I can't be heard And I need a chance and a real conversation I'm done overthinking Every step that I take Was it the way that I hesitate? And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, mm Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself No demon in me that I can't fight Look in the mirror, this is my life Even through awful seasons Fighting for my new freedom No demon in me that I can't fake Look in the mirror, this is my life Even through awful seasons Fighting for my new freedom Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah