My brain is a scary place so I spend my time on the internet Surf waves on the board that's made of kids And all my friends are usernames and passwords That light up my screen But afterwards I'm right back in the dark I don't know who I'm more scared of Who I was or who I have become Oh God, if you exist, I could use some help with this I don't know who I'm more scared of Who I was or who I have become Oh God, if you exist, I could use some help with this Oh God I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my Oh God I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my My heart has a scary face So I spend my time chasing silhouettes 'Cause you left but your shadow's all I see And I keep the TV on so that the lonely Ain't so low but I'm still the only Voice I can't hear in my head I don't know who I'm more scared of Who I was or who I have become Oh God, if you exist, I could use some help with this I don't know who I'm more scared of Who I was or who I have become Oh God, if you exist, I could use some help with this Oh God I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my Oh God I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my