It's been a long time yo, since I lost my fuckin mind yo
House getting flooded by paramedics and five-oh
Grandma stretched out, don't know if she's gonna make it
Me and my brother in the room still trying to resuscitate her
Everybody else crying, they afraid of the truth
I still ain't fully sure if there was anything I could do
I started counting the moments, that I had left with her
To me she was everything, always at my best with her
How you go from spending everyday together to none at all
How could y'all expect me to ever move on
My grandmother was my best friend, the only person I could talk to
Now this' the emptiest house, that I've ever had to walk through
House is Not a Home bumping when I'm in the car
I remember all those nights bumping all those Luther songs
Now I'm wondering why it had to be like this, so sudden
I guess you can't plan death, especially when it's unwelcome
I'm still upset that I even had to write this song
But I rather write this song then write my wrongs
I'm gonna miss you forever, I'll never forget the date
That I lost my grandmother, on April twenty eighth
And I keep on struggling with the fact that you're not here
I can't peak into your room and see that you're still there
I'll never be able to sing you the songs that I wrote
Or hear one of those hilarious but very real quotes
Heaven gained an angel, but this house gained a ghost
We gotta live with the fact that we'll never have the one we love the most
Or the fact that we did the least when we should've did the most
I wish I could've known that the end was getting close
But now that you're gone, I've had time for reflection
Now that you're watching over me, you're the angel on my necklace
Said you're the angel on my necklace
You know I love you so, I'll never let you go
Last night, I saw you in my dreams, now I can't wait to go to sleep
Said last night I saw you in my dreams, now I can't wait to go to sleep