If this was all that I have ever wanted
Would you tell me why this nightmare keeps on going?
Silence creams my head, hurts voices
Keep me trapped in the curse, they keep calling me names
Got my mind playing me games
I'm addicted to their validation
Hiding from the confrontation
Guess I never practised what I preach
I keep on running (keep on running)
I keep on running from myself (from myself)
Don't know myself (don't know myself)
And I've cried too many tears
Screaming at the mirror
Why can't I just love myself?
If this was all that I have ever wanted
Would you turn the time back so it never started?
'Cause I don't deserve a life like this
My youth has been falling into bits
I'm trying out even higher limits
Slowly dying in every minute
Guess I should've practised what I preach
I keep on running (keep on running)
I keep on running from myself (from myself)
Don't know myself (don't know myself)
And I've cried too many tears
Screaming at the mirror
Why can't I just love myself?
Oh, can you save me?
Oh, can you love me?
I feel so lonely
My life feels so empty
I've had enough
I've lost my trust
I will never be enough