Can I keep it real for a second?
Aye it's been hell of a year
I seen better days
Every month
Brought another phase dawg Whether it be the school
Or dealin' with the grades
Or dealin' with the limelight
Or dealin' with the shade
Or havin' to do the small talk that I ain't tryna make
Wit all the oldheads askin' hows ya GPA
Or all my old friends I done went my separate ways with
Comin' back around like
Papi when we hangin'?
I'll keep it a buck with you dawg I used to hate it
But seein' the game boy the industry the matrix
Everybody fake dawg everybody fakin'
Devil wanna meet but I'm tryna meet my Maker
Nonetheless they tryna tell me I done changed
They ain't know the feelin' comin up off couple dollas and sum change
And you start seein' sum hunnits in your bank
And the dimes you was chasin' start to look like looser change
Like my ex I had to cut the other day
I'ont know if it was trust or the ego in the way
You know the feelin' or the vibe you can't explain?
I would feel that disconnect even thru the fuckin' texts
It got to point I cant even look up at your face
You make me start regrettin' how I put you on some game
Just to have you go n fuckin' share that shit right with some lame
Girl I'ma let my ego say me and him ain't the same
And I ain't even biggin' up myself
I'm the type to do for people that I don't do for myself
I done been the realest nigga boy I put that on myself
If you real then you could feel me if you dont I wish you well
Throw the twos and I'm dippin' Out the city on some rapper shit
Turnin' up the beach
Switchin' coasts jus to balance it when jetlag get to me
I'ma alpha I'ma top dog nigga in the street
I ain't sign wit TDE got Mellifera on my tee
Yeah I pray I see the day
I see all my niggas rich
I been blessin' niggas songs
I been handin' niggas hits
And they copy all my flows I'ma tutor for these niggas
Yeah I do it for myself but guess I do it for these niggas too
Shit, fuck it
Aye if I could take this moment
If I could just say sorry to the fans who waited on me
I been loaded
I been hurtin' deep inside but on my face you wouldnt notice
I'ont tell em about my problems Keep it private like a PJ
They like why you worried about it nigga
Turn up its yo bday
I say fuck it hope the best n live my life without no handles
Make a wish and close my eyes as i blow 21 candles nigga
And all I wish for
Is another year of more blessings
Alot more wins
Alot more shit