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I feel small when I wear big clothes
Feel old on my birthday
Feel like if I use big words
Then you won't think I feel out of place
If things are supposed to grow when they get older
Why the hell do I still feel the same?
Always, always
Looks like I'm all by myself again
Tryna' just feel like myself again
Loud and free at 23
But I'm la-la-la-la-lost
I could work and wish I'd fix the balcony
I could try to pierce my nose again
Dye my hair and search my soul
'Cause I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost
I'm insecure letting insides out
I think about myself too much
I spent five damn days on this verse
And I still think the whole thing sucks
If things are supposed to grow when they get older
Why the hell do I still feel the same?
Always, always
Looks like I'm all by myself again
Tryna' just feel like myself again
Loud and free at 23
But I'm la-la-la-la-lost
I could work and wish I'd fix the balcony
I could try and pierce my nose again
Dye my hair and search my soul
'Cause I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost, mm, mm
La-la lost (la-la-la-la)
I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost (la-la-la-la)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost