Late 20's, I'm still in my bed Taste of tequila, damn, this is death Flip through magazine, reading 'bout my friends Self-esteem, down, down, down again I fake it while you make it Damn, I hate this again I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit I should be happy for you, but I'm just a little jealous What, what What the fuck am I doing? What, what What the fuck am I doing? What, what What the fuck am I doing? Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong? Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long? Am I hardly working or working too hard? Messes me up, so I'm off to the bar So I'm out here drinking And overthinking Am I doing too much? Am I doing enough? Am I making a fuss? Someone call my bluff Is this really what I love? Does it give me rush? What if it's not enough? I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit I should be happy for you, but I'm just a little jealous What, what What the fuck am I doing? What, what What the fuck am I doing? What, what What the fuck am I doing? Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong? Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long? Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong? Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long? Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong? Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long? Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong? Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long? Am I doing it right? Am I doing it wrong? Am I doing it right? Why's it taking so long? I see you made it to that thirty under thirty list I wish I could pretend that I don't really give a shit I'm feeling helpless while you're posting 'bout another hit I should be happy for you, but I'm just a little jealous