Grief is the cost of love And I'm not rich enough I'm not rich enough Thoughts put me back to that bar Where I can't stand up Try to find Try to find the exact moment When you turned it off Before you walked out on me I don't feel love I can't feel you anymore I don't feel love I can't feel you anymore If you play with a heart enough It turns to dust It turns to dust When you cut out the middle, you're living with a husk When I call out your name and you don't answer back I spiral down, down, down, down Down into the black I don't feel love I can't feel you anymore I don't feel love I can't feel you anymore, anymore You see I can't see through this understanding I can't see what you want me to say You throw the past at me like a stone And kick my dust in my bloodied face Try to find Try to find the exact moment When you turned it off Before you walked out on me I don't feel love I can't feel you anymore I don't feel love I can't feel you anymore, anymore You see just where to lay me open I stay around just drinking my pain You throw my words at me like a stone And spit my lies back in my bloodied face