Jumping off 14th avenue tonight Spill my regrets in the highway light You might call me a coward And they might call it a sin But I'll never have to hear those words again I took pills the doctors gave me for my brain It's a chemical imbalance from what they know But I never felt much different or the same With the way I feel, I wouldn't even know I said goodbye to both my mom and room And I walked towards all the things I'll never do I almost called my friends to see what all of them would say But they never really answered anyway Maybe someone else can use my eyes or heart I thought about taking pills to buy them time But I couldn't take the chance that I'd survive With a new regret in the hospital light I had a thousand different answers When the problem's what I need In a city lay in ruins Where the carpenters sleep And the architect was digging through the ash To find the plans they'll never need At least not for me So dear family Don't cry I took years to find a meaningful and peaceful place to die So I'll be fine Sincerely, Caroline