I drive past the maniacs, they try not to giggle Sharing their cigarettes, sending smoke signals I walk through the door, how could I want anybody more? I welcome the change, I wanted to be my pain ♪ I stand in a crowded room, spinning and spilling Laughing at everything, turning red as a villain What amazing insight, you people really do this every night Just doesn't feel right Oh, this can't just be it The same bowl of slips The light and the dust on the floor Falling asleep next to the bathroom door Wasting your time 'til there is no more I run from the maniacs, they follow behind me The party's still going on, they try to remind me Not gonna stop 'til it's safe Can't stand another moment in that place It's always the same I wanted to be my pain