I learned to starve and beat this animal Until I found out I lived in a temple Got such a temper and keeps the temperature Rising till the water is boiling Have to live on the edge that's bleeding My broken teeth are teaching me something I'm not so sure what matters so much here Will matter at all in the hereafter I thought I could write I thought I'd trade it for another life Now I realize songs are fossils No one wants to watch a suicide I decided To keep digging up more bones Have to live on the edge that's bleeding My broken teeth are teaching me something I'm not so sure what matters so much here I'm not so sure what matters here I'm not so sure what you think matters so much here Will matter at all in the hereafter I can't handle anymore cruelty My hands are burned and scarred from holding way too much already I've been way too hard on me Please be gentle, be gentle please I'm not so sure what matters so much here I'm not so sure what matters here I'm not so sure what you think matters so much here Will matter at all in the hereafter In the hereafter... The hereafter... In the hereafter...