Baseline tears on a windowpane The bellway's jammed in the driving rain And I can't tell the dark from the pain 'Cause I'm not there anymore Say the word and I'll grab my keys I'll start the car with shaky knees We used to glow like the stars and the trees But I'm not there anymore I'm up all night at a rodeo With beat-up cars and the lights down low The life we live, the only one we know And I'm not there anymore Pick it up, let's get to work But I can't shake little thoughts of her I board the plane in a foggy blur And I'm not there anymore And I come back to start again You picked me up and let me in But I woke up in my own skin I'm not there anymore