Satan sleeps inside my brain And when he wakes he takes me far away He takes me to this place That I completely hate Where I'm a prisoner in my own body And I cannot escape, I'm just a rat in a maze And he sleeps less and less with the the days coming So I just beg and beg I'm crawling on my knees Depart from me But he won't ♪ The ocean isn't any louder while the city sleeps We just aren't there to wash it out when we're occupied with dreams A good friend once told me that darkness only confirms what we cannot see Well I sunk underground and I'm laughing now 'Cause I finally understand what it means I understand ♪ This is me This is my disease So take your mud and water Please let me see I don't know, no, no, what I believe But if you really loved me You'd set me free I need to know I can but when I let my head fall I see I'm walking on nothing but clay I need to leave you behind, conduct a cut and run Just like my father before me You little serpent, little cancer, little poison, little death You are my worst at its best You are a dirty dog in this field of flowers What is a thief to do with nothing left to steal? ♪ There's a war inside my head A brilliant display of death Even with the chemicals gone There's still blood everywhere A friend says send yourself back home And heal your deepest wounds And if the scars they leave can't be ignored, remember none of this is real What a simple solution to prescribe when you aren't haunted like house I'll perch the universe atop my shoulders, it wouldn't even cast a shadow now I've got a mountain to move