Found my place with a desperate tongue without a gun Losing sleep as I waste away, expired on this day, lost in my bluest tone Falling to my knees, crawling to your feet Do you really care if I stay or I leave? Surely I'm depressed I miss the simpleness of a hand that feeds me But now I'm alone inside the everglow, comatosed and beautiful How do you not see this? Take away my memory, make room for another day Because I've been caught in the undertow of who and what I'm supposed to be All I say and all I think of puts everyone to sleep but me I know I'm the disease, I'll go Throw me a bouquet, I'm dizzy from the sway The conscience kills you slowly in every which way My pieces don't fit in, I'm seeing through the skin Turning into something that doesn't exist Lost in my bluest tone of why and where I'm supposed to be All I say and all I think of puts everyone to sleep but me I know I'm the disease, I'll go Don't wait for me, I'm slow Stuck in a dream that shows scenes from a life that no one knows All I say and all I think of puts everyone to sleep but me I know, I'm the disease, I'll go