Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died
My heart jumped but my head kept screaming: Why?
And I almost thought that I could change the past
And I almost, but that never really lasts
Oh, and I'm shot
Oh, baby I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting
You
And I hope you notice
And could come around
Cos I always blow it
And run it into the ground
And silence keeps me frozen
And you wont make a sound
So I hope you notice
Screaming man down
And ill only say this one time
Your headlines wont get none of my time
Yeah I'm lying
Cos I still cant find out
Why I'm so divided
Replay those few days over
Somehow ill find it
Somewhere in your words
When you learnt on my shoulder
I might act distant but I swear that its not over
I don't want to hear it
But I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know
Is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing
Or am I insane?
For thinking we could have made it
Oh baby we could've made it
Oh baby I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting
But you'll never know it
Cos I'm just way too proud
Hide behind my ego
Block the whole world out
And these words they don't come easy
And they don't come loud
So you'll never know it
Screaming man down
I just saw God
I just saw God
Outside the liquor store
He told me
I was lost
Lost