Chaos tries to blind me, darkness takes a hold of me I've been misdirected, living in a false narrative Disaster strikes and I'm left Wanting, dismayed at the state of my world Come closer death, I'll hold you dear Stay close to me, I'll feel no fear "We take the limits of our vision for the limits of the world" Sometimes we all fall short Sometimes we lose it all Roll the dice and dream our designs Wait for fortune to decide Let the chips fall where they may I was lost in the hopeless delusion That we live in the ‘best Of all possible worlds' How could an honest man think so? All my faith eroded away And if this all means nothing would I still want to live? All my life, in a roll of the dice Face the horrors of my disillusion Make my way through this confusion Sometimes we all fall short Sometimes we lose it all Roll the dice and dream our designs Wait for fortune to decide Let the chips fall where they may I'll play the hand I'm dealt Disregard the lies I've been told Play the hand I'm dealt I'll pick up the weight and carry on I'll pick it up, pick it up and face it Take my aim, make my mark Set myself free Back down to earth This fleeting life flashes right before my eyes And my solemn state can't be obscured by a disguise And even if I didn't believe in this life Still I would want to live Even if this all means nothing. Even if I lost my faith Even if I didn't believe Struck by the horrors Still I would choose to live