My life has faded away, I'm dying day by fucking day
I've become one with the night with no meaning and no light
I have come undone, underneath this dying sun
No direction, deep depression
A rage burning inside my soul
Fuelling my death drive
You've burned memories
Photographs torn away from their frames
Self-destruction redefined, obliteration coming in due time
My demons mock me, haunting me at every turn
There's not much left to salvage of me
I've watched everything I love, burn into the ground
Even in my deepest despair, I've found none of this profound
I'm burning in this fire
The depths of my despair are dragging me under
I'm dreaming of my funeral pyre
I'm coming undone, I'm going under
Rage, rage, I'm falling deeper and deeper in this downward spiral
Hate, hate, I rage at the dying of the light
Darkness circles all around me, reminding me of my entropy
Every time I see the surface
I lie in wait of the storm because I know it won't be long.
Message in a bottle: 'No signs of life'
I pull on the throttle; fuelling my death drive
Now I feel so lost, to me I'm all gone
I'm lost in the shadows
I find it all so strange, living only to die
I'm burning in this fire
The depths of my despair are dragging me under
I'm dreaming of my funeral pyre
I'm coming undone
I'm going under
Though I see the truth of this game
I keep playing it all the same (Drifting into the sound)
Now these skies have turned from dark to grey, I live in hope of finding a better way
A better way to live
I'd forgotten how to live in the here and now
Down with my demons with no way out
I have spent so long
With my despair
Face to face with my darkest fear
I'm prepared to make my return now
To find my way back somehow