I let you leave cause it was easier that way
You wanted me to give you
Something I already gave away
I only wanted to avoid it
Cause I couldn't stand to add
Another disappointment to my list
So scratch them to the wall
Count up all the times I let it all
Fall apart on purpose
Just so that I wouldn't have to be the one
To admit that it's not working
And at least I could say that I tried
I spent the weekend feeling sorry for myself
Cause I couldn't bare the thought
Of seeing you with someone else
And I only wish you hadn't dragged it out
Severed it instead of telling me
That we could work it out
So play it back
A final recap of everything I lack
I didn't know that you were filming
The full collapse
Of everything that I thought that I had
But its nothing like a movie
No title card
No comfort in the ending or the start
But you could still give it a rating
In numbered stars
To quantify the value of our scars
I wouldn't want to keep you waiting
Cause honey I know
How you're so committed
To believing nothing lasts
How you'd rather sleep alone at night
Than let me hold you back
From getting everything you want
So baby go have fun
Go on and meet someone
And get lonely with them too