Pull at the sutures drawn too tight To entertain yourself another night And I just love to fight Doesn't matter if think I'm right Why do I try to justify Myself to somebody who won't even try To hear me when I speak my mind When I said how I feel And it's not the bottom line I wish I was a narcissist I wish I really couldn't help it I did it only out of spite The worst you could think of me is too kind So I could be anything you say Yeah I'll play the villain Just the way you want Honey isn't it fun Lying to me and calling it love But I'm really such a masochist I'd let you do it all again Just wanna see how bad it gets Some hideous experiment And I wish I was a narcissist I wish I really couldn't help it I did it only out of spite The worst you could think of me is too kind