Even though you're gone, you still haunt me Even with new love I'll never be happy You're a ghost in the back of my head Buried beneath but still inside You're the hole in the black of my heart Tearing a seam and leaving me dry I, I want to jump into the river I, I want to drown drown in the river Losing hope I feel that I could never be happy I can't cope This pill will save me and I will be free Death, I feel it close in. Please just let me go and please just let me say good bye. You're a ghost in the back of my head Buried beneath but still inside You're the hole in the black of my heart Tearing a seam and leaving me dry I, I want to jump into the river I, I want to drown drown in the river Take my life Take my life from me I'm giving up I've had enough