Everything I ever really loved It scared me so much I'd show up drunk What if I got hurt and my feelings wouldn't work I'm growing up in time with a bitter mind I've been on this lonely road a while Don't know why I've been acting like a child What have I become, I don't trust anyone I'm growing up in time with a bitter mind Growing up in time with a bitter mind So tell me now brother, what should I do I'm running out of time, I've got nothing left to loose And nothing lasts forever Things will get so much better, oh Every time I see you out I'm jealous of the love that you have now I'm letting go of things like beautiful dreams And growing up in time with a bitter mind So tell me now brother, what should I do I'm running out of time I've got nothing left to loose And nothing lasts forever Things will get so much better, oh What should I do I know I'm gonna die I got nothing left to loose And nothing lasts forever Things will get so much better, oh I got nothing left to loose, oh I got nothing left to loose So tell me now brother, what should I do I'm running out of time I've got nothing left to loose And nothing lasts forever Things will get so much better, oh What should I do, I see the other side I got nothing left to loose And nothing lasts forever Things will get so much better, oh I got nothing left to loose, oh I got nothing left to loose