I wish I could be just like The flowers in the breeze beside The water and the butterflies And me are not at all alike I'm strange, I'm neither here nor there I'm different, but I don't care I'm awkward and I'm tall, sometimes I wonder if I'm loved at all Familiar feeling, bittersweet Asphyxiated lover Anxiety trip Anxiety trip I wish I could feel just like A dove amongst a perfect sky So peaceful and so way up high Intoxicating, burning white I am a curse, I'm heaven-sent I'm happiest when I'm upset I'm lonely but I'm at my best When I am with nobody else Familiar feeling, bittersweet Asphyxiated lover Anxiety trip, Anxiety trip Anxiety trip, Anxiety trip Anxiety trip, Anxiety trip Anxiety trip, Anxiety trip