I'm scared of the future And I hate my past The present hurts too much but I know it won't last I'm scared of the outcome of what I could become And I know if I don't do something thy will be done My present, past and future haunt me I got a brain that wants me dead I got a woman that wants me in bed I'm somewhere in between trying not to blow my brains out This is no way to be alive This is no way to survive No one told me life would be this long I'm terrified of what I'll never know The future lies, I will not go Anxiety is killing me, I have to change it's now or never I'm scared of the future And I hate my past The present hurts too much but I know it won't last I'm scared of the outcome of what I could become And I know if I don't do something thy will be done My present, past and future haunt me Will you follow me Into the darkness now? And when you hold my hand so I never have to be alone again Will you follow me Into the darkness now? And when you hold my hand so I never have to be alone again My present, past and future haunt me Will you follow me Into the darkness now? And when you hold my hand so I never have to be alone again Will you follow me Into the darkness now? And when you hold my hand so I never have to be alone again