I used to think that I had grown
But now it feels I'm in my infancy
I would have quit if I had known
Though I'd become my own worst enemy
I'm so tired but I don't sleep
My friends don't even recognize me on the street
I'm looking shit and feeling twice as cheap
Just an empty shell of who I used to be
'Cause lately it seems I'm way out of focus, slipped out the frame
I've done so much drinking, forgotten my own name
So don't try and save me 'cause I make mistakes
No matter what I do, I fuck up anyway
(Needed to feel like I belonged)
A thousand messages, not one reply
But I can't say that they are wrong
I've been so down, and now I can't deny
My head is wired differently
A fight between myself and who I want to be
I'm going down, I'm rusting underneath
I'm too busy drowning in my disbelief
'Cause lately it seems I'm way out of focus, slipped out the frame
I've done so much drinking, forgotten my own name
So don't try and save me 'cause I make mistakes
No matter what I do, I fuck up anyway
Fuck up anyway, I'm not gonna change
No matter what I do, I-
I'll take all the blame, and fuck up anyway
No matter what I do, I-
I'm so tired but I don't sleep
My friends don't even recognize me on the street
I'm looking shit and feeling twice as cheap
Just an empty shell of who I used to be
'Cause lately it seems I'm way out of focus, slipped out the frame
I've done so much drinking, forgotten my own name
So don't try and save me 'cause I make mistakes
No matter what I do, I fuck up anyway
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh-oh)
No matter what I do, I fuck up anyway
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh-oh)
No matter what I do, I fuck up anyway