I lie awake in the morning For hours counting sheep You came to me with no warning And I'm too shaken now to go back to sleep Closing my eyes, I am drifting And then I jolt awake so fast There is no rest in reliving No light in the shadow you cast Get out of my mind, leave me alone Why won't you just let me sleep You're not the one I should be dreaming of You're not the one who's memories should haunt I let you go so why won't you just stay gone? You're not the one that I should want You're not the one that I should want Lone bone digger, keep digging Turn my fragile mind upsidedown My body is here with the living And my thoughts buried deep in the ground What do you need to let me move on? Why won't you just let me sleep? Night after nightmare, dusk until dawn Your face is all I can see You're not the one I should be dreaming of You're not the one who's memories should haunt I let you go so why won't you just stay gone? You're not the one that I should want You're not the one that I should want How did I become a prisoner? How did I become so full of grief? I don't know how I can lie there next to someone else And let you steal the joy from me Somehow you break down all the walls I constructed Stiring up all these old feelings Oh, how did I become so weak? Will I ever go back to sleep? You probably don't even know What you've done to me You're not the one I should be dreaming of Oh, you're not the one who's memories should haunt I let you go so why won't you just stay gone? You're not the one that I should want You're not the one that I should want No, you're not the one that I should want