Okay
To live and die, really came from the roaches
When the summers getting sweated, winters getting colder
Remember runnin' round in the garden, look up where the coast is
How it turn into deep end?, It's getting closer
I can't turn up on the weekend, everybody vultures
I ain't drink for the whole season, but I feel it approaching
Everyday inside be feeling like im losin' focus
But I'm still set up breakin' my back it feel like scoliosis
I was feedin' into brats, like ya'll be doing the most
I don't tweak about my boy cos he been through the most
Probably the peak of that whole summer but it was the coldest
I don't speak about that shit my head was roller coastin'
I was peakin' through my problems but I was just runnin' away
Poppin' pills and runnin' reckless just for entertainment
Way too high to see these signs and all these indications
Way too high to look round, we was in one of the darkest places
I've seen women cry in my life, but these boys smile through the pain
Learnt how to get it quick, no slowin' down
Fall for the others, me I don't play round
Time and time again, I do my folks 'nem proud
I was a happy kid in my days now im so full of hatred
All I care about, rubber bands and gettin' circulation
Want my pride and all this hustlin', on y'all it get wasted
I won't tell you junkies nothing, thats the end of statement
Watching everything around me disappear
And if they never pushed us out we would be millionaires
And I don't know what to think bout, I know these crackers fear us
And I don't think without a doubt that this was written in
You bow down to these powers but they ain't heaven sent
Like who houses getting knocked and you defending them
Ain't gon' fall out when I aim and yall gon' learn a lesson
Do it like the cartel in the 80's and come for the heads
Cos I'd rather feed my people than feed the greedy
But I feed the evil when I feel defeated
Yeah
What you talkin' about, I'm gettin' offended
If you don't know me, I don't know how you see me
Say I wouldn't say it if didn't mean it
(Say I wouldn't say it if didn't mean it)