I remember you lying there Right through your teeth Always pretended I didn't care Which was too easy Caught in the fading light Of the TV flickering Right then I made a decision One which I would not keep To only be with somebody else For whom I feel something Just give me the benefit of my doubts Don't hold them against me Heavy as they are They still feel lighter than honesty Last week on commonwealth I saw you walking by But it was someone else I still waved and smiled And so I think of a way To get back in touch But it's 3am I just asked if you want to get lunch I'm tired of waking up in debt To the night before Just wondering how broke I can feel Till I'm emotionally poor Like when you did not get an invite To a party you would've skipped I saw you with your boyfriend The night after we kissed And then in Harvard Square I saw you walking by But I was unprepared And barely recognized I couldn't help but stare Something did not feel right Realized we'd never seen Each other in daylight So then you thought of a way To get back in touch But it's 3am And I'm half past drunk