Why am I so Addicted to my cell phone? It's not telling me anything I don't know Just that I'm anxious and bored Wish I could be someone who doesn't constantly need To seek out their self esteem From what other people think of me And while I'm waiting patiently I'm comparing myself to What the younger, hotter people do But I mean it when I say I waste my time in the best way Even on the days that I enjoy this Feels pointless, but I guess I could be somebody else entirely Comb my hair and smile with my teeth Get a job that actually makes money Forget happiness eventually But if that's how it was I'm pretty sure I'd have less fun 'Cause I mean it when I say I waste my time in the best way Trying to add some point to what feels Pointless, so pointless But I guess I could go somewhere else A vacation from myself Am I at the point where I'm supposed to ask For help?