Right in front of your eyes You see a pale blue light Hiding in plain sight Against all odds and up all night And you can't help but blame yourself For whatever's wrong inside I know it'd be hard not to But it couldn't hurt to try I just wish you said goodbye Terrified, you're on your own With a family in denial Asking how you've been You've gone too long without a smile And you want to break down and tell them What's torturing your mind Even though you never will You think about it all the time You just douse yourself in lies I wish you said goodbye I called you up before you left You said you won't leave your house again I wonder if I stepped inside What I could've done to change your mind I call you up I'll call you up I'll call you