Said I am down to roll I've changed my mind I'm not a girl I said oh not Right now The things we say we do but don't It's nothing new but still I wonder why, oh why I can't deny that I rely on old ideas that were never mine See I can't lie there's something off look through my eyes Light has faded There ain't nothing alive That can be something else then what it really is I can try to pretend, try hard not to offend, but I won't really grow I am crazy I am crazy Said I have never lost Control But I'm not me, In fact it's just a role I'm playing I act the way I think I should It's nothing new but still I wonder why, oh why Obviously, i'm losing it, I'm overthinking everything I've known See we're so small but feel so big and infinite But light has faded There ain't nothing alive That can be something else then what it really is I can try to pretend, try hard not to offend, but I won't really grow I am crazy I am crazy There's something that must be in the way It's not letting me be okay Remember the warmth of her hand And the smell of pink mints I get sick with distance Oh let me be myself I don't know how to ask for help Oh what a world this is I'm still that same kid I am crazy I am crazy