When I pre-package thoughts Where I live no gunshots You feel safe at the bus stop Or at least that's what you bought And then something shatters What is mind over matter? Where do high rises rise? Evolution in disguise Give me hope Give me some for me to hold on I been battling inner demons for so long I was sure that by now I'd be bygone I stand strong more relevant than ever Dead Wrong Hold my hand and never let go I promise that I'll never let go Have you ever been so scared of death that you forgot to live I know a couple times for me But those are things that I forgive Gentle with myself but it's hard sometimes I hate it By it, I mean me, anticipated Self-loathing never be outdated But it's unbecoming, of what? The person I've awaited 'Cause I've laid the stomping grounds for me to rise above And sometimes I deceive myself try not to give a fuck I'm honest with you mostly but with myself I'm a liar I play along and rarely ask what does my heart desire What does my heart, what does my heart desire? What does my heart desire? What does my heart desire? What does my heart desire? When I pre-package thoughts Where I live no gunshots You feel safe at the bus stop Or at least that's what you bought And then something shatters What is mind over matter? Where do high rises rise? Evolution in disguise