The difference between us is starting to show
A person that I am trying to outgrow
Keep trying and trying to find something better
These thoughts that I have will wash under the weather
Like clouds, these feelings will storm on me
Blood clots will form on me
Void in the atmosphere talkin' bout why
Why am I still getting bashed about things from my past
That I wish I could just leave behind
I just need some hugs, some love and affection
Or maybe it's all in my head, no reflection
Of anything that I was, don't want attention
From paintings I've made of myself, no prevention
It's all in the past
These flowers and hearts will be shattered in glass
Remembering all of those words that you told me
And yet using Twitter for nothing to scold me
The warmth in a hug is what takes me to space
Derails all my stress and takes me to a place
Some talk and some laughing is all that I need
Connection and romance, something to succeed
God, I think I'm pathetic
So much for me faking a broken aesthetic
I think about how I could be in your arms
Deflecting my flaws and seeking for your charms
Those feelings of comfort are all that I crave
I wish I had someone to make me feel brave
I needed some hugs, I needed attention
My mind in its state will leave nothing but tension
I just want affection
I just want affection
(I can be a better person)