Getting sick and tired of convincing my deranged head all night long It's been way too long since I could decide right or wrong I'd rather to lock it up inside than making a clear second thought Cause sanity is one thing I hardly ever got My confidence got so awful dent Yet my tolerance got badly bent My mental stability reaches its bitter end Fire spreads wild inside my head All my perspective soaks in dark red That's it I'm shutting down and I'm gonna fade I wanna drown myself when I got stranded deep inside my agony I tried so hard to put my catastrophic mind on the shelf I'd rather to lock it up inside until my real conscience got decay Cause sanity is one thing that still seems so far away My confidence got so awful dent Yet my tolerance got badly bent My mental stability reaches its bitter end Fire spreads wild inside my head All my perspective soaks in dark red That's it I'm shutting down and I'm gonna fade