I'm lost in your world Looking for a purpose that belongs to me only May the lilies bloom for me Do you hear the lilies speak? The leaves kissing the bees The soil covering up all the sorrow All the seeds I sowed In a garden can't be claimed by me Do you hear the lilies speak? I gave it my all Isn't it supposed to be sunny now? But my rain won't stop My rain won't stop The hell I saw, voices I heard The dreams that I lost changed nothing at all I'm still my insufferable self Setting my hair on fire Giving you warmth Hoping you'd rеalize I want you by my side May the liliеs bloom for me Thought I would be satisfied Seeing you content at the other side But somehow I thought these crazy thoughts That I deserve to be loved I deserve to know love We deserve to live in love I wish there's no end I wish there's no end to our time together The lilies wilted Waving down into my coffin Goodbye, my youth expensed Goodbye, my innocence Should I be mad? Should I be glad? Am I enough? How can I be enough so I'm proud of myself? Reaching my goals Distracting my feelings changed nothing at all I'm still my insatiable self Isn't it better to be dumb? To be ignorant? Not knowing there is liberty In this world not meant for me May the lilies bloom for me