Spirits ascends in offering Drenched in light, bewildering Bottle of wine and some lethargy Washed out fragrance, spiral spinning Cause and effect your sequencing What does it mean to be living? Shadow in the dark, your mirrored face Waves in droves they float through grates And i swore that you were there At least your face seemed so familiar And i called when I woke But you weren't home I just wanted you to know That our future is happening now There is a love we can't know about Held into your darkest thoughts Kept alive, some open box Braving a place we'd swore we'd be Among all our cells regenerating History in your head so moved By the wind and it's gift to you And to your love That i may never know It hurts to think of those impossibilities While you will forever be you No secrets, no shame I will always love you "I wanna be a blue ribbon living in the city Learn the difference between love and disease I think i got enough to live for but i always want more Now i'm afraid of the metaphor in almost everything" Memory hanging by a thread Moment kept, erased when dead Vacant expression that's been cast Tiny dancer, do we ever come back? Only to become all that we've known You are christ, satan, and the unknown Swirling around in an abstract flow All at once we being to know That the stars, they are just stars And there is no question of their brilliance And you might forever be "you" And it shakes me on how you swim Through time and live